what do they say when you're not in your usual sunshiny mood upon waking up? when it felt like you woke up on the wrong side of the bed? that happened to me today...
was supposed to wake up a little bit earlier, raph's first day of school in 2008, my first day at work too...
craved for icecream so i took a small portion from the fridge, didn't like the sandwich i made, didn't like our viand, wasn't in the mood to have coffee, ended up not eating breakfast at all...
took long for me and dadu to wake up raph, he too seemed un-excited to go back to our usual routine after a long holiday break...he said he didn't miss school. i was anxious of the time, didn't want him to be late of course. he said he didn't want to go back to school yet because he would have no time to play with his toys anymore, so i said we have to be in school early so he could still play with his classmates before the bell rings, because they're allowed to have a little "playtime" if they come a little bit earlier for their classes. he soo wanted to play with big legos and megablocks found in their classroom. then we had to drag him to eat his breakfast before taking a bath.
my "bad" morning didn't end there...had a petty argument with ronald over an unnecessary comment he said. which made me said to myself, while taking a shower, "haay, another year of hell!"... that was sooo NEGATIVE! i didn't know if he heard that, how could i have said that? it's like attracting negative energies for the year ahead...i'm taking it back now! POSITIVITY is what we all need!
i was impatient the whole morning...irate at yaya's lack of sense of urgency. she was sooo slow preparing raph. and then the car is dirty...just because i wasn't able to tell ate josie to clean it up, she didn't even have the initiative to clean it, when we've long asked her a favor that if we didn't have time magpa-car wash, she should just have the car cleaned in the morning... complaints, complaints! i'm starting to be grumpy...gahd not at the start of the year!
have a 1pm general assembly...better finish this post now, don't want to be late. i guess it's not yet late to start my day right...oh why does it seem hard to even smile? gosh i'm dreading another thing...sana may parking. whoaa not again paige...think positive! and if things don't turn out the way i want to, okay lang yan! talking to myself now.
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