Just a thought

Be surprised and amazed at what your heart can take, or how much your mind can offload and forget. Though it's never easy to handle pain, the fact remains that pain has a way of burning itself out, in time.

my "crushy" list

hihihi! feeling high shool! aminin masarap ang may crush!

here's my list:

no. 1: wentworth miller



or michael scofield of Prison Break- pinagpupuyatan ko magDVD marathon ng kanyang series not just because i really like the story and the suspense factor but because of this super-duper "hotness" handsome hunk!

2. aga - never ko naging crush si Richard Gomez, pero si aga bagets days pa until now, crush ko pa rin hehe! remember my post "my long-lost love"? hihi!

3. patrick dempsey- i first had a crush on him when i watched "Can't Buy Me Love" grabe betamax pa un hehe! and after 20 years, na-revive ang kilig hihi. i think Grey's Anatomy wouldn't be as addicting without Mcdreamy.



4. andy garcia- very manly ang features grabe! his movie "When a Man Loves a Woman" is i think one of the most romantic/emotional movies of all time for me ha...

5. michael douglas- i totally get catherine zeta-jones why despite the 25 year-age diff, she fell in love with this guy! super lakas appeal ng mamang to sa kin, as in! his movie "the american president" is one of my all-time favorites...

6. sam milby- dati crush ko pero parang nagfade coz everytime i see him in ABS di na ko kinikilig...

7. jerry codinera- eto super crush ko dati sa PBA (may stress sa dati ha kasi feeling ko kahit masalubong ko siya ngayon di ko na siya maaalala hehe)

teka bakit wala akong crush na singer or musician? ummm...
ay si bamboo! na-crushan ko siya when i saw ng malapitan his nape na makinis at nice feet! fetish ba ito?! and the way he performs,SEXY! on second thought, mas cute si...

8. ira cruz


and of course, parand hindi kumpleto kung wala si...
!

8. papa p.- nakaka-mesmerize siyang tumingin, notice his eyes at parang nakadikit pa rin ang bango niya pag nagbe-beso kami plus he's a complete package...pero parang mula ng maging kumpare ko siya, nawala ang aking pagnanasa hahaha! prue, sayong-sayo si papa p! hehe

kumbaga sa kanta, si papa p. ang masarap na LSS...yum yum!

thank you...

having read G's latest post, i just wanna say...i am reminded again to be thankful for everything that God has blessed me with, for everyone who has touched and continue to touch my life in any way...

by the way Glenn thanks for putting importance on my previous post on gratitude...
when everyone else failed to be grateful and appreciative of things we are truly and sincerely happy to do for them, we should still be thankful!

here's my thank-you-list for the day:

1. the sweet breakfast moment and early conversation i had with raph this morning...
though i was so "puyat" i'm glad i didn't have to drag myself out of bed because i was just too glad to do it for my boy

2. hubby arrives tonight from HK, yey! and i'm glad i still have the energy to pick him up at the airport because...

3. we finished taping Singing Bee earlier than usual, and i had fun at work as usual

4. making it to the brainstorming at Stick before going to my ABS work...yey another project coming up!

5. having an "enlightening" talk (as G said) with my best buds piper and G...now we can leave "it" all behind us now. remember, happy thoughts!!!

6. for everything else...andami pa, i am grateful! God, thank you!

a song for piper & dreadsboy

they look so good together...they make each other happy...despite the distance, despite the differences...i guess love is what makes it possible! i'm now a BIG piper-dreadsboy fan!

i wrote this song during a "jamming bonding" with the Brownbuds... and the talented Brownbuds members El Cid and Echang composed the music right away...nicely done when i first heard it but i have yet to hear the complete arrangement. hope they get to record it soon! here goes the lyrics.

piper, would you like to give it a title?

I.
Hindi ikaw, baka ako
Hindi ngayon, baka bukas
Hindi pwede, baka sablay
hindi tama, baka mali...

Chorus:
Mali nga bang gustuhin ka/mahalin ka
Sabi nila hindi uubra
Mundo nati'y ibang-iba
Malayo...parang malabo
Pero di ako susuko!

II.
Hindi madali pero posible
Hindi okay pero swabe
Hindi mangyayari kung di susubukan
Hindi kasi ako ang tipo
na nagti-trip lang!
(Chorus)

III.
Hindi bagay, baka sumablay
Hindi ba pwedeng puso ay ialay
Balato n'yo na lang sa kin,
Pagbigyan na...
baka siya'y para sa kin!
(Repeat Chorus)

Bridge:
Hindi na bale...
Dedma na sa sabi-sabi
Tuloy lang kasi...oo totoo!
Hindi okay kung hindi tayo!

i miss...

(in no particular order)

1. this--blogging
2. dvd marathon of my fave series: grey's anatomy, prison break, house, desperate housewives, one tree hill...
3. staying in bed all day (& night) with my 2 boys in super low temperature- just us in the house, food delivered...last saturday was bitin, i had to go to work late afternoon.
4. the beach - bora especially
5. the snow- i wonder...kelan kaya kami babalik sa canada?
6. reading james patterson & nicholas sparks books- i'm still stuck with my current fave parenting book by Dr. Kevin Leman
7. date with hubby- i mean just the two of us, no offense honey raph! our dates with you are super fun but mom & dad need some "wifey-hubby" dates too sometimes!
8. powerbooks date with raphael- our short trip to the bookstore last night didn't suffice...we need longer hours i know, and powerbooks in mega is your fave.
9. working out in the gym/badminton- have to lose at least 15 lbs the soonest
10.my st.paul friends- when are we going to pursue our Singapore trip to hang out with aga?
11. my fave childhood friends bennet & airis- reunion in Canada? i wish!
12. movie/coffee bonding and "issue 101" with my charmed friends: paging prue, piper, wyatt!!!
13. family vacation out of the country- it's not happening anytime soon! condo muna! huwaah!
14. shopping!!!- tempting ang sale sa malls lately but NO!
15. scrapbooking- my kit and cutie materials are still untouched; and fixing photo albums- i still have baby photos of raph in one box

...and a lot lot more,,,maybe in my next entry. gotta catch some sleep which i've been missing for days now.