ano ba feeling ng pahinga???

i shouldn't be blogging now...i have a script to finish, i missed my deadline yesterday and so i should be cramming now.

but i'm convincing myself to take a little break pero blogging lang ang allowed.

since friday, i haven't had a decent sleep...having had to pilot the new game knb! soo stressful and tiring!

i found myself crying in the bathroom last night when i got home, oops not last night, this morning is more appropriate, that was almost 5am when i got home from taping.

i was crying because i was feeling soo tired, i mean physically! we've been really busy since friday. and i was crying too because i was frustrated...

frustrated with a lot of things....frustrated period. but i had to let it pass.

i should be in bed now embracing my boys but i have to stay here in the dining table with my laptop and not in the bedroom, so i won't succumb to what i was deprived of for days now.

...sleep. i really can't afford to sleep now. not yet when i have work to do. when i have to stay focused with my goals.

naalala ko tuloy si friend TP, her boyfriend broke up with her last week kasi wala daw siyang time. she's been busy with work. sabi nga ni edu, konti lang yung mga guys who can put up with busy girlfriends or wives...he specifically mentioned ronald. but of course it has a lot to do with us being in the same workplace that's why we basically understand the demands of our job. BUT i must admit it's really difficult! and as what i've written in my previous post, time management is the key. kasi mas mahirap harapin yung sobrang pagod ka na nga sa trabaho tapos heartbroken ka pa or problematic sa lovelife! haay i've been through that and thank god we've weathered the storm.

ano nga ba feeling ng pahinga o ng walang ginagawa? kasi nakalimutan ko na ata but come to think of it... sige na nga, okay lang if i'm feeling tired these days, mas madaling masolusyunan ang "pagod", pahinga lang okay ka na ulit...pero ang "sakit sa puso", mahirap gamutin.